Dec 03 2008
Not feeling entertaining
I know today is entertainment day according to the new schedule but I’ve had kind of a crappy day and I don’t want to think about musicians or movie stars. I found out today that an online ‘friend’ died over the holidays. I didn’t realize it but my online friends have become more real to me than most real people I know. With a very few exceptions I talk more to my online friends and they know more about what goes on in my day to day life than people I’ve actually met.
Kind of shook me to find out my online buddy wasn’t going to be around anymore. I mean…you don’t think about losing a person you know as text but when they’re gone it sucks. It sucks a lot. I don’t like it. There isn’t even anything I can do. She lived up in Wisconsin I can’t get info about the funeral I don’t even know how to send flowers. Damn. So yeah…no entertainment and if you read the other blog I’m backing out of my holiday spirit political post today because I’m just not feeling it.
